Vaahto - Foam/upset.txt

Random thoughts and ideas which haven't been checked for sanity, let alone practicality

2005-02-28

Upset and sad

Those of you who know me know I'm direct, absurdly concerned and interested in people, sometimes against my better judgement, and often a bit nitpicky about details. Some of you love me for those traits... Some hate me for those things, I think.

Today I am still up at almost 4:30 o'clock at night, almost regretting saying that not all punched eyelet holes are ugly and weak and that a skilled person deserves a skilled person's salary. I do not get it at all. I try to embrace Let It Be but as always, I want to understand what happened... Futile. Sad. Upset.

Especially this time as my every attempt of assuming miscommunication instead of malice was seen as malice.

I was invited to oogle at the Oscar gala with some rather nice people. I didn't go because I was going to have a busy day tomorrow and was going to need the sleep. Didn't go, didn't get the sleep. I dread tomorrow.

04:24 - /Vaahto - Foam